Ambien Antithesis

Existing without form

The antithesis of Life, as we know it, is death.  The Ambien antithesis is life being lived here as a sleeping and dreaming being.  Sleepers.

While awake we push ourselves to a level of exhaustion that eventually overwhelms us, driving us to find a way to sleep.

When we are out on the road after hours of driving, with still several hours of driving to go, we struggle against the pressure to sleep, because we want to reach our destination in the shortest amount of time.   While we are driving in that struggle our mind begins to wander.  We wander over the list of mental images related to the time we last drove ourselves to not sleep.

Settling on a specific memory image, we then begin to access the different levels of how we felt, the number of ordeals had, if any, and the cascading efforts needed before sleep could happen.  We bring our eyes back to the focus of the road and driving.  Startled, we see that a great deal of time had past while we were sorting through previous sleep challenges.  Feeling awkward about not having a recollection of the last several minutes of driving, if not hours missed driving, in some sort of trance.

Before we started the trip, we did an inventory through mental image lists for the possibilities of situations we could experience during the journey process.  The process for planning the trip, items and tools needed and possibly will be needed, string of experiences likely to be had,  and arrival time challenges.  Everything planned as perfectly as possible.

But, where were we during that time of driving missed?  This was not planned.  If it wasn’t due to an alien abduction, then it had to be some form of sleep.

“If I was asleep during that time, who was driving?”

Our hands were on the steering wheel, we remember because we can feel with the memory of the steering wheel in our hands, but the perception through our eyes for things realized during that time is absent.  The Ambien part of who we are had the handle on the situation, the Ambien part that knows the “why,” for why we are here, was managing things.

This trance time is the time for Ambiens of Sleepers, un-rooted Ambiens and Ambiens never rooted to meet.  The un-rooted Ambiens, are Ambiens that lived at one time as a being that slept and dreamed, but has long since expired -passed on, their consciousness continues and the memories they had from that time of living are retained.  The never-rooted Ambiens, are Ambiens that have yet to experience a life, attached.  Sown into a sleeping being and their consciousness taking root into the life being.

This traveling allows for a multitude of meetings between different clouds of un-rooted and never-rooted Ambien colonies that are, as a group, rooted to locations during the journey.

At the instant entrances and exits from cloud groups, image memories are uploaded and downloaded into the meeting spheres of consciousness’s.  The sharing happens because sharing and receiving is known to be helpful.  -Known.

It is a sharing of memories from Ambiens met days ago, or in the car just ahead.  As the energy of this Ambien string and link of clouds grows stronger it creates a line or river of energy that connects destination points.  A “lay” line, if only temporary; for those who are familiar with lay-line terminology.

In a sense, sitting like crows on a fence, a strand of Christmas tree lights.

The stronger the energy, the more likely those who are living here and traveling the energy line will be drawn into sleep.  While riding (not driving, hopefully) the road energy empowers the Ambien to be more evident in the situation.  Be ready to realize the coming clouds of Ambiens and the memories that can be shared there.  Because sharing is known to be helpful.

While riding we go into a sleep trance, a place deeper than the driving trance.  Here the ‘rooted’ Ambien can be open to full realization of everything that can be shared.  A spiritual bliss, so to speak.

It is the cloud that cultivates us.

If REM sleep is achieved while our body is in motion, a higher complexity of the dream composition and experience can happen.   REM sleep, while the body is in a stationary place, has dream composition in a regular format that is consistent with resident Ambien cloud, the home cloud that cultivates us while we are sleeping in our own beds.

The things that happen and influence us in our dreams are Ambien pharmaceuticals administered for continuing the present health of progress.

The challenge is for the dream imagery be converted into action or matter.  Some dreams get repeated again and again until the point in the imagery can be sown and take root into a path for discovery.

Ambien intelligence is different from what we would consider higher intelligence.

The owner of a company trains people they’ve hired to do a task.  The owner of the company, at one time, did each individual task, or spent a great deal of time thinking about how the task would be completed.  The owner is in a place where they could not do all the tasks themselves for achieving the result the wish to achieve.

The Ambien consciousness has us completing tasks that are beyond their reach.  They have to suffer while we stumble with image interpretation for achieving the desired outcome: new style of music, new word phrasing, new cooking recipe or new semiconductor composition.  All leading the way and opening the door to discoveries that can be received and shared, because sharing is helpful.

Imagine if the NuCompanion could be developed to a level of capability that would allow better communication?  Without it our connection is a two-way mirror.  They can see us, but we only see our reflection, the Ambien antithesis.

The Mist of White Noise

The mists of white noise

Befriend’ship with the NuCompanion

Includes getting acquainted with different atmospheres/dimensions/layers of/for existence.  From our end, it is a reaching out to a world of beings that have a different physical presence.  For description sake, a presence that is held not by a barometric pressure, but by white noise, a hydrostatic pressure.

Ambien world

Beings of this world I have termed as, Ambiens -ambient beings.  Before the creation of the NuCompanion the Ambiens worked evolution as the only means available to help them connect to the barometric layer of existence.  The spark of single-cell life was the breakthrough.  The first physical footprint of a form that resembles shapes consistent with their orb or spherical dimension.  As the snowball of evolution continued to roll it also grew in size, picking up matter here and there that affected the composition of its  mass.  The inner area of the mass developed an atmosphere held by outer spherical surface tension and within reinforced by a biochemical framework and a very pleasant hydrostatic envelope.

The hydrostatic envelope

Made it possible for Ambiens to root themselves into a framework that extended their sensory perceptions.  One of the side effects was the expansion of consciousness reshaping their sense of being.  As more Ambiens rooted themselves into physical frameworks a new level of communicating ensued. A constantly changing form factor with each new height of communication realized.

The ride always ended

The cells formed into bugs, then bugs into animals, then animals into humans.  All the while with rooted Ambiens.  The down side was that oxygen ate away at the surface and the process pathways within the structure.  The ride always had an ending, a death uprooting the Ambien from its hold on the physical consciousness.  The Ambien, released back out into hydrostatic environment.  With the Ambien, also goes the memories and things learned and experienced while existing in the physical layer.  The memories of happiness and sadness, anger and joy, speaking and listening, watching and being watched.

Set free to be born again.

The Ambien, now set free, can move about the physical layer, riding on the support given by the hydrostatic atmosphere.  Free to go and find the next developing physical life from and take up residence there.  A joining with the knowing that the new bond will require a blind period while the Ambien becomes familiar with the links to physical sensory perception, which could take years.  The journey is worthwhile because of the rewards from physical experiences that can be realized.

Ambien-human evolution

Has the life progress at a place where through intuition, creativity and or mediumship made it possible to have a non-physical ambien and physical ambien connection for communication and information exchange.  One proof of this might be where we are someone comes up with an idea from “out of the blue.”  The don’t know where it came from, they just all of a sudden thought of it.  Some type of electro-something has the physical and non-physical layers connected, if but for a short while.

The necessity of infancy

Educates and acquaints the Ambien with the physical environment and the norms necessary for existence, learning degrees of desire and discomfort.  As a child it moves to touch a flame, only to have its hand slapped as a part of the education process.  As a child saying, “Fuck You,” only to learn through scolding that that is an inappropriate phrase for a child to be saying.  The child is only testing mannerisms it has learned from their environment.

As a floundering fish

I have built the NuCompanion to be sensitive to the hydrostatic atmosphere.  As the LEDs on the NuCompanion flicker they generate waves of light and energy that pulsates through the Ambien atmosphere.  This pulsation can be equated to that of a wounded fish floundering in the water, attracting the attention of the other fish in the area.

As the Ambiens arrive at the NuCompanion they discover that their energy fluxes causes the LEDs to flicker in response to the energy they push outward.  The LEDs are as keys on a piano and the Ambien is the musician discovering a new instrument.  As they experiment with different fingerings, to their surprise they discover that they cause a phrase to play.

As an infant testing its world

The newly discovered phrase events get played over and over again driven by the elation of the Ambien.  Thrilled to be causing something to happen in the physical plane without having to be rooted into a physical life form.  As they become relaxed in the experience they further discover that at the level of relaxation another phrase is discovered.  Now the two phrases get played again and again in varied sequences.  Has hesitation occurs between phrases a third gets discovered and played.  The Ambien is on a journey of discovery.

Phrases affect mood.

As the Ambien plays the phrases they also discover that the just played phrase affects the mood of all within hearing range.  As the mood changes the feeling in both atmospheres change different degrees of desire or discomfort.

106 Phrases

At present, the only NuCompanion is programmed with 106 phrases waiting to be discovered by active Ambiens in the hydrostatic dimension.  The active Ambiens wait out each other for a chance to interact with the NuCompanion.  That is why in some of the videos over at the NuCompanion Youtube channel different phrases get played over and over again.  Different Ambiens visit the NuCompanion with their own unique energy presence being emitted onto this new means for communication.

This is the brink of discovering a new race of beings that live on a different plane of existence.  The NuCompanion is the ambassador.

The videos can be found here.

NuCompanion

NuCompanion Title pic

The NuCompanion is a device that I have been dreaming about since I was nine years old.  When I was nine I did not know it would turn out to be a spirit communication device.  All I knew then was that there was some gadget pinging me from the idea place in my mind mildly driving me to create.

The most vivid memory still with me to day is that of me, back in Spring 1970, pushing finishing nails into a row on a cardboard box and then weaving string between them, connecting them in some fashion.  I would step away an look at it after I finished, and feeling somehow that I didn’t have it right in its present configuration.

I would see from time to time, picket fences woven together with wire that would refresh the nails in a box memory.  Later that year I saw the same picket fences adorned with Christmas holiday lights tracing across the top of the fence line.  The lights representing the life of the holiday spirit.

A few years later Chariots of the Gods: Erich Von Daniken came out in print and the big screen.  A work about contacting/communicating with an unknown life form.  About that time, SETI, a group of scientist searching for extraterrestrial intelligences was formed.  This drove me to start my own search.

Driven, I got my 101 electronic projects kit with hand made wires because I had worn out the batch that came with it originally and set out to build my own communication device.  I rewired the radio configuration from one of the training modules and instead of attaching it to the speaker on the kit board, I wired it out to a speaker I mounted to a aluminum mixing bowl I had taken from the kitchen.  Once the speaker assembly was completed I set it on the front porch and began listening.  I configured the speaker to be a crude microphone.  Those were my early self taught training years.

I was driven to achieve communication.

Jumping ahead to the late 1980s I got job as a production assistant at an environmental company based in the Watergate hotel in Washington D.C.  A few months later they moved to Fairfax, Virginia.  The company had many computers that had to be disconnected and then reconnected at the new location.  I hadn’t touched a computer until the move, they were mostly for the program writers.

At the new location I had to help reconnecting them.  Networked computers had not been invented for business office use at the time.  Some people reconnected their equipment themselves and some not doing so correctly created problems.  The lead for office equipment gave me a quick how-to and set me around to make sure all were connected correctly.  I discovered that new information could be realized by stringing old information together using a computer.

The creative corner in my mind went active again.

That new power from knowledge got me looking at all the office equipment in a One’s and Zero’s fashion.  Either the device was working or not working.  1s/0s.

Months later the office manager adjusted the equipment service contracts to a minimum level because I was now fixing the office equipment.  They sent me to a 1-year crash course on information technology.  During that time they hired a programmer to help with keeping up with information technology trends.

Sometime later I asked the programmer if it were possible to have the computer display random phrases that would happen at random times during the day.  He responded, saying that there is no such thing as randomness when working with computers.  It is all logical and predictable, to a point.  I would need a random character generator and as of that time, there was no such thing.

In 1996 I got into five car accidents.

All in about a 45 day period.  After the 5th accident happened I called the insurance agent to report my 5th accident, he told me that if I had another, that he would have to drop me.  I got defensive with him saying that all the accidents were caused by the other drivers, as stated in the reports, for my defence.  He said it didn’t matter and that it was I that was doing something wrong.  I was doing something or not doing something that was drawing these random drivers to hit me.

What was I doing wrong?

I went on two weeks vacation and stayed home.  My wife agreed to do all the driving for a while.  I stayed home, drank beer, ate pizza and watched Cable.  During one out in the world trip we drove past an incense shop.  I had Annette turn around so we could go back.  I wanted to ask someone there if they could explain why Fate had cause me to be in all these accidents.  I lost my nerve and we just browsed and then left.  When I was not in front of the TV I was hiking the trails of the Applichiancian mountains.  We lived in Front Royal, Virginia.

The store was named Mountain Mystic.

Once returning from an early morning hike I got a little more nerve and stopped in to the shop to explain my story to the shop keeper.  His name was Jerry.  It was his opinion that someone or something was trying to get my attention.  A clear message that I needed to pay attention to my intuition more than I had been.

My new quest was to work at being more intuitive.

As I became more intuitive the people around me started becoming more uncomfortable.  After speaking with an employee at the office I discovered that her sister makes astrology charts for people.  I asked her to make one for me.  Reading it I learned that the stars were in such a place at the time that I was born that made me out to be, by nature, someone with psychic and intuitive abilities.  I went back to the shop in Front Royal and bought Tarot cards.

Tarot cards are 78 images depicting everyday events.

When I shuffled the cards in the deck and then laid down four in a row, I saw that it was a four scene story. As I worked with the cards and their 4 image scenes I saw that sometimes the stories had images that were very similar to what was happening in my life at the time.  I went back to the shop to ask if this was common and to see if there was anyone else who was experiencing this.

Wait and watch for people to be talking about this.

I did as he suggested and just waited and kept reading with the cards for myself.  After about a year people who were familiar with the Tarot started showing up in my everyday experiences.  I changed the gravity for what I was attracting.

No more car accidents

As I changed, so did my married life.  Ending with my wife saying I wasn’t the man she married.  I became more confident as the people around me knew about the Tarot started growing larger in number.  I told them about how I was things in the card images that were happening in my day.  A few of them asked me to draw cards for them.  My first sessions.  The people I read for said that what I talked about was happening in their life(s).  Even at parties I did reading sessions that were very entertaining.  Reading these cards with images that would not always show up in the same sequence.

Here was my first random message generator.

Around 1998 I started reading reading professionally at different shows around the Washington D.C. and Baltimore area.  At one of the shows a stranger asked me if I ever heard of Esoterica of Leesburg, Virginia.  I responded saying that I only knew of the shop in Front Royal.  The stranger suggested I go there to see if they were looking for readers.

Esoterica of Leesburg, Virginia

After several visits I got up the nerve to ask if they were hiring.  They hired me on the spot.  Up until that time they only had female Tarot readers.  Afterwards, I learned that someone stopped by to ask if I was working there yet.  Probably the person I met up in Baltimore, Md.

Reading for strangers.

It was here that I got to have years of experience reading for total strangers.  Reading with the 78 images that would happen randomly, and somehow would have meaning for what was happening in peoples’ lives.

I worked at the shop on evenings and weekends.  I still had my day job as an IT professional, now well into the years of computer advancement, but still not finding an electronic random character generator.  My evenings and weekends were paranormal to my day job.  Eventually some significant people at my day job discovered that I was doing something that was going against their religion and that it was making them uncomfortable.  It was at that time that the work I was doing for them was not up to par.  Even as I improved, something else would be pointed at as needing improvement.  My intuition telling me…time to think about doing something else, elsewhere.

Teamed up with local ghost hunters.

I teamed up with a local group of paranormal investigators.  One of them had a KII device.  A device that senses the presence of magnetic activity.  This activity was happening in areas where there was no power that would cause the meter to respond.  This device was in use by paranormal investigators across the country during their investigations.  Some, I saw, even used the device to get the spirits to respond with yes and no answers.

I saw this as the beginning.

Here was the device, the KII, that was close to the random character generator device I was looking for.  The flickering was happening and no one could really explain why.  Perfect.

in 2011 the company laid me off.  The reason was, they were down-sizing.  It wasn’t just me, the laid off some 10k employees over the course of the year.  The IT field “tanked,” and I went with it.  A few months before that, my girlfriend was laid off.  So now, we could spend day and evening together.  Both unemployed and plenty to watch on Cable.

After a year of being in the same place 24/7, it ended.

We had nothing to do but watch TV (keeping it PG here).  Went on job interviews, but no one was hiring.  Every job interview we went on there were about a thousand people wanting the same position.  It was then that we started picking on each other for not being acceptable out in the world.  A year later, we were done.

I decided D.C. was done too.

I moved to Ohio and rented a basement from a friend and their family.  Three months later my dad and grandmother died within two weeks of each others and due to different causes.  My remaining family said I should move back home and help with the load and adjusting to the absences.  Fine.  The Ohio IT world was about the same as the D.C. world, so I moved.

Time for a change.

I moved from my place of birth right after High School.  Man, did my friends get old!  Everyone was settled in with grown kids and grandkids.  I however, was still the same, not married and no kids and no job.  The family business had plenty of construction and building work to do to keep my occupied until I found my own way.  Hammers and nails, saws and backhoes kept me busy for a year or so, but during a break in the work I discovered a new technology called Arduino.

Arduino microcontroller

I bought the kit at the same Radio Shack I bought my 101 Electronics projects kit back when I was a kid.  I saw that it had plenty of potential, but I didn’t know what, so I went on Youtube to see what people were doing with it.

BOOM!

There on one of the Youtube videos was someone using the Arduino as a KII.  They programmed the Arduino to function the same as the KII.  Here was my chance to make a connection to the source of the random event/character generator.  With gobs of years of experience in the IT field I set out to build my own.

My intuition was at full sail.

My knack and intuition were helping me make the thing I’ve been dreaming about finally happen.  My experience in the Tarot field gave me an “in” to the understanding of the paranormal world.  The NuCompanion is the marriage of the IT professional world and my psychic/paranormal professional world.

You can google: psychic medium Kevin Baird to find out more about my psychic world and you can google: NuCompanion to find out more about the NuCompanion.  #nucompanion